All outta wack

You say I'm your man and always will be
So why the other guy? Man he's fucking ugly
My anger spewing on this page
Let you in my life then comes out the rage

Life ain't fun you say without me in it
So why so hard to make changes to it
Why so hard to make a positive decision
I'm too intense and talk with presicion

Impeccable words coming out my mouth
Talking to you now, I think your mind's gone south
Security blanket to you, that's not the truth
It's your available escape and you know it's true

Why raise questions if you can't answer them
You give me one, I can answer ten
Let go of then, this is now, that was then
That was your last chance it came and went

You didn't know it was your last one but now you do
Things don't always happen the way you want them to
Caught in pickle with a guy, Oh no there's two
Man what jam you got yourself into.

Few days to process, this is the start of day three
Games in my head of Will she call me?
Will I answer or will I let it go
That's an answer I don't even know.

You drink, you lie and spend money to no end
Just tell me if you just want me as a friend…
It's not an option but let the truth be told
All you're doing is trying to keep a hold.

You say it's your new life and you have feelings for the guy
I call him names and you don't come to his defence
You love me and want me with your 100%
Man you're screwed up, so simple and plain

I guess you got your fix now and you're good to go
As usual everything you do is done to the minimal
Why is it so hard now to go with no contact?
I was doing it so well, now I'm all outta wack

Letting Go!

I know you're jealous that I'm bangin 22 year olds
One thing don't change, you still a ho
Thoughts in your mind, you don't even know
You come back to me and make a spectacle
Impulse drove you, you don't know where to go.

I got feelings to, you had sex on the beach
In another country, I was outta reach
Come back to me cuz you know I teach
Next time I'm closing the door in your teeth
So hard on your face you'll end up in the street.

Coming to me like you got love for me
Coming to me acting so lovely
One thing ain't changed, you are my enemy
Now and forever you don't deserve me

You got issues and think I can accept
Thought I could but there is too much depth
My life is simple now and until death
I gave you that ring and took it back
Cuz you and I ain't until death

I woulda gave you the world, parted the red sea
Now realize I can only do that for me
You do for you and I'm just convenient me
You bring drama to my actual simplicity.

With another guy two weeks after me
Love of your life you keep lying to me
Thinking of me 3 outta 4 months with him
Skinny ass mofo giving you his slim jim
Coming back to me cuz I'm better than him
Spreading your legs begging me to come in
I make you wet while you need KY with him

Tangled web

I have the respect of everyone
Without me you have none
You're now deciding who is the one
Rebound ugly or Real time me
You continue to live in some world of fantasy

Knocking on doors with no purpose
Open doors for self satisfaction
Once it opens, immidiate inaction
She's now happy for a second, a fraction

Oh what a tangled web we weave
Every word spoke, more is woven
Lies and deceit seem to keep her on her feet
One day this will be her defeat

I need time, I need time, your time's run out
Chance number one million came and gone
Another guy lied and cheated on
Little miss princess is always playing on
Prey of the other sex, it’s never only one.

You're so pathetic, bitch for life
Taking time to choose another lie
Him or Him, it's all about a guy
Never can be alone, never even tried