Work in progress Vol 3

I continue to beat the battle that needs to be won.
Climbing a hill with no peak
Not stopping, not even to speak
Will I see the end, it's near, it approaches in the horizon

What do I do of my day? Whatever feels right at the moment
I am myself and live with self content
29 years so far, oh my, they came and went
I learned to just live for now, the most important moment.

I feel euphoric in this world filled with static
talking to others, they appear manic, sometimes tragic
I'm waiting for that moment when I feel that magic...
... again like other times before
as a human, we always want more, not even knowing
what's in store.

So we live our lives with goals and gain memories
Friends, loved ones, we still want more
Trying to keep up with others what for
Do you really need that sport car at the door
Or that new kitchen floor?
Or useless material that will see the growing landfill
Who cares for the future, we no longer feel
and sometimes can't deal

I'm talking about what? I don't really know
it's just making it to the page
my mind is running, it's like a coming of age
Not in the mafia, but consider me made
While others live to eventually fade

Fade to make it to the grave, it's written
I'm now shy cuz I've been twice bitten
Maybe because I am easily smitten
my ninth life just like a kitten
What am I saying, who am I kidding?
So until the next volume take care
You may be realizing that life ain't fair
Just keep going and remember...
you will someday get there.